Dear God

Dear God,
in Your majesty, You create differences.
In my arrogance, I question Your wisdom.
In Your mistery, You create temptation.
In my inferiority, You make me more than I am.
So here I am, surrender me in the agony of Your love, surrender me in the irony of Your law.
Lead me to the joy of love redivined, teach me how to love You more.

-cin(T)a the movie-

Love is punishment

hoho, ini soundtrack dari film drama korea yang berjudul Brilliant Legacy...
gue suka banget sama drama dan soundtracknya, hehe
salah satunya yang paling gue suka ya lagu yang mau gue tulis ini...hoho
gue suka liriknya

Love is punishment

Perhaps if I have never encountered you, it would have been the best

If I had need been living in another world
If I had need to become strangers in life
It will not have been left with this inflicting pain in my heart

Each day & each day forgetting you
Each day & each day abandoned you
In the midst of my heart deeply concealing something that I can't really openly shout about of my love

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heaven's render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

My mind I have already forgotten you
My speech I have already forgotten you
Occasionally drinking to drunken stupor
But afraid that I will utter my love for you
Really fear that

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heaven's render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

Dream will I able to love you ?
Crying & weeping to my sleep
Awake, each day return to that of the former

Love is to love you
When you aren't around, stealing mutter to say i love you
Afraid that when you heard that, you will run away
Obscure silence inadvertently in loving you

*love this

mau?

hyaaaa... tadi liat di facebooknya cin(T)a (itu lho, film keren yg baru gw tulis di blog belakangan ini) , katanya tuh film mau dibukukan, alias mau dibikin novelnya :D (hoho, setujuuuuuu!)
yg mengejutkan ternyata penulis tuh novel dibuka buat umum, hwaaa mauuuu ~
jadi siapa aja yg mau jadi penulis novelnya tinggal ngirimin 2 bab pertama dari cerita filmnya, nanti diseleksi gtu deh, deadlinenya sih masih sampai akhir Februari... gw mauuuu, tapi males, haha (kebiasaan deh, bukan salah bunda mengandung :p ) . The first step to become an author~ tapi ya itu tadi, ga ngerti dah cara ngilangin malesnya gimana, huhu, I surrender...

Hukum Newton I :p

huwaa... Tangerang turun hujan mulu dari kemaren
serem banget denger bunyi petirnya~
hujan2 gini enakan OL sambil nyetel musik kenceng2, biar ga ngedenger bunyi petir yg menggelegar diluar sana,hoho,jadi inget sama film keren yg tahun kmaren gw tonton, bela2in nonton ke depok, mana pulangnya ujan2an,huhu..tapi gw ga nyesel, gw nyumbang 10 jempol buat nih film, sayangnya gw ga punya jempol sebanyak itu, ada yg mau minjemin? :D
judul filmnya cin(T)a , hmm, jadi pengen nonton lagi...

dialog di film ini tuh keren bgt, keliatan kalo nih film ga dibikin sembarangan... ga kayak film2 lain yg kebanyakan cuma ngincer keuntungan, padahal isi filmnya ga mutu bgt -_-' . Jadi wajar bgt kalo film ini meraih penghargaan pada FFI 2009 kmaren dalam kategori skenario asli terbaik... (congrats)
banyak bgt dialog2 yg gw suka dari film ini, salah satu dialog yg menurut gw lucu yaitu pandangannya Cina (nama pemeran utama prianya) , yaitu

" Hukum Newton 1
Kecantikan berbanding terbalik
dengan kepintaran"

haha, ga nyangka aja, dapet ide darimana ya sampe bisa bikin kata2 kayak gtu,
gw jadi mikir, enakan jadi orang cantik tapi ga pinter atau orang pinter tapi ga cantik? hmm, kalau pengen dua2nya maruk ga ya? haha :p (namanya juga manusia)
yg jelas sih gw pengen bisa jadi yg terbaik selama gw mampu :)
yups, sekian dulu ah blog amatir dari saya, haha, smoga post2 berikutnya bisa lebih baik ;)